I don‘t seem to be human anymore.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I began to doubt my attributes. Although I forget who taught me that I am a species like human (I mean the attribute before I opened my eyes this time), I am not a human being now is a high probability event. There’s a small probability that I‘m dreaming right now. I prefer to believe in the possibility of small probability, so I use the sticky “hand” now to pat my “face” without any pain. I burst out laughing. It must be a dream! Laughing, laughing, stopped. The voice is not right. Laughter shouldn’t be like that. On closer inspection, my limbs are not the same. Then I found out with horror that I seemed to be observing my new state in an out of body way.
I can‘t judge whether it’s a dream or not, how do I wake up.
I started thinking about what I am now.
First of all, I realized that this state should not be human. So for the sake of some transparent texture, and for the sake of ancient ghost legends, I will call myself a soul for the time being. Maybe it‘s a ghost or something. It’s not like an entity. My “hands” cut through my “limbs” and went through them. Yes! Just wear it. I comforted myself that I had a new skill. If there‘s a wall, can’t I cross it? It‘s a famous wall piercing technique!
But after comforting myself like this, I really don’t know what to do. A moment of loneliness overwhelmed me from head to toe. Who am I? Are there any of them? Or has anyone ever faced my situation? But the emptiness around me, except where I stand, is black.
I didn‘t make a normal sound, so I didn’t try to make it. All thinking is active in my brain (let‘s say so). I’m worried that if I really adapt to the current situation, will I even be reluctant to think? Mechanical settle down, and then forget your own existence? Or move forward instinctively without knowing the end? I don‘t know what I’m going to do, but at least neither of the above is what I want. I can only try to adapt to the current situation first.
In the past, when we studied philosophy, consciousness was produced by human brain. Now I am in such a state, I give an explanation, maybe I am at least a human soul, and I happened to bring out the human brain. Although I didn‘t see my brain when I looked up and down.
I’m almost in a good mood. I feel that I can finally focus on the survival problems I‘m facing now.
How do I eat? Are there any of them? Can I communicate with it normally? And how to communicate? What is my half state of being?
I don’t know how long it took. Anyway, I don‘t have the concept of time at this moment. It may be a long time. I can’t help it. I really can‘t be sure. When I think it’s a long time, I ask myself again how long it‘s been. I remember that I only remember the starting point and the current ending point. The waiting in the middle seems to stretch like a spring
Thinking goes on floating. If I am in a living state now and I was alive in the past, I will stretch this period of time to positive infinity. Does that mean I am in the state of eternal life? After thinking about it, I think I’m funny. How can I live forever? How can I? Is not it true that, as I say, as long as you do not watch the clock, everyone is immortal? “Eternal life” seems to be equivalent to “Immortality”. I am now in the stage of not dying, and I do not know my state attribute category. I will smile and say that I am immortal, in my conscious stage.
I see that there seems to be a white shadow in front of me, like the same kind!