Letter to Rain:
Dear Rain, Hello, you may not know who I am, but all the things in your heart I know. Because I am the time folded after you. Recall the past, only that thing, you have not put down. You cry alone for a long time, think for a long time, but your like him has not changed, but some disappointed. That day, you looked back and forth for a long time, and the tears quickly fell from your cheeks. I know you‘re sad, but no one can live without anyone who leaves. You’re sorry, you‘ve let him down for the man who loves you so much. Isn’t it enough once? Don‘t you have to be obsessive, didn’t you advise yourself to give up? Is he worth your sadness for him?
Remember that time, your mind is not on study. Later, the teacher came to you and said that you slipped very hard, let you work hard. You nodded. You think a lot about yourself and him, but you know what? Your concern for him translates into his indifference to you. Don‘t you think it’s harassment? Is it fair to him? Is it fair to yourself? Yu Xi, as your best friend now, I want to say to you, you really shouldn‘t be sorry for him. Nor should he be expected. Haven’t you ever seen such a sentence? If you don‘t have much expectation of a person, you don’t have too much disappointment. At that time you did not understand, but now you understand it! That night, you read that sentence, hand holding his head crying for a long time. I ask you: pain? You did not say, but I realized that the heart is very painful, tearing the pain of the heart and lungs. When you eat, you pretend to be happy, but in fact your eyes are red. Then you walked out on your own, where you cried, with your hands covered, afraid of being heard by your family. This, you lose, lose very thoroughly. Is there a person who tells you that feelings of this thing you shouldn‘t touch. Who makes you not listen! You don’t want to make yourself cry, but you cried long that night. You try to keep yourself from crying, now think, once he did not make you unhappy, but now not. You and he said a lot of sorry, and finally only changed a sentence: it doesn‘t matter, I wish you a good life. That’s it! Say goodbye early. January 13, 2020