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Just feeling a bit down
when face raining alone
and sorry for upsetting
parents by not spending
the festival with family.
Dad's concerning call
even made me feel more guilty
They always listen to me
even when they're reluctant
I insisted on coming earlier
then they drove me here
and helped me arrange everything
They just wished
I could spend the day
with them and other family members
but what I wanted was
spending some time alone
before the new semester
Sometimes I am just a psycho
that only care about my own strange feelings
Anyway
I will try to arrange my life without help
go out alone without losing myself
sleep without being scared of darkness
I will take my medicine
on time and eat properly
I will take good
care of myself
and won't let family worry
I am fine
I'm trying to be...
