youth

I always thought that I live but 18 years old.

Anyway, to become adult, not good at all.

You can't stay in bed, can not be fair to play your favorite toys, more can't drop don't like the responsibility.The most important thing is that you can no longer get simple smile;For adults, it is really dirty.

Youth, exactly?Time is wild as you self?Or enjoy a childlike amusement park?

Anyway, if you can, I hope to go on like this forever, never grow up, stay forever in my 17 years old.

When did I begin to like him?I can't remember.

Just know that every time I see him, the heart always express speed, as if there is a boiling blood interporosity flow inside the body.

I like this feeling, I like this kind of close, and uncertainty as if from far away.

Because I know, no matter how lonely I am, how sad, this world, there is a caring, my mind, and is followed him tightly.

secret

A person's heart, can hide how many secrets?A secret, and can hide how many years?

My secret, are locked in a box,

Some pain, some happy, some sad, some sad,

And the...Want to forget myself.

A person's heart, originally can have a lot of secrets.

lose

Recently, a vacant weak voice suddenly asked to myself:

What are you afraid to lose?Losing your favorite doll;

Lose you is not a puppy love;Lose you lost innocence smile...

In the loss of every little bit, you think they have,

But that's just a recognition of the youth remains...

commitment

What if someone promised to you, but from the moment of mood, or a pity, no matter how much he was assured, it is not promised.

Real commitment, need responsibility, also need to trust from the bottom of my heart;

When the opposite nodding at the moment, you looked at each other's eyes, know himself into his hand, will not have any danger, and there is a kind of very comfortable, very comfortable feeling.

To die is the most sincere commitment, don't go back on our word convention;

When you know someone who is willing to give you such a guarantee, you really will be very happy, very happy, as if all the world's wind chimes, rang at the same time.

We believe the promise?Or should we don't make any promise...

For every possible reason, sooner or later, we will betray our commitment, and then use more lies, to satisfy our betrayal.

Love, betrayal

To be loved, is happiness;Betrayal, it is painful.

Some say, a love you of person, not necessarily will not betray you.

If he betrays you, also does not mean that he does not love you...

Feelings, however, if in the building in such a dubious relationship, if it is said: the more betrayal, is the love?

So we always just swings between love and betrayal, there is no end.

A lie

The cruel truth, and the beautiful lie, which one do you want to hear?

Once, I said ninety-nine words of the truth, no one willing to believe that the only a lie, you have seriously.

Since that time, I found that everyone would rather live in a lie, because the lie, not to deceive others, but to deceive oneself.

Now, I don't know what is a lie, what is real;

What time, I was able to be honest with myself?

Perhaps, to wait until the day I can't speak it.

The fairy tale that sheep child later?Face was evil Wolf bite dead sheep bodies all over the hill, his in the mind noodles think twice about what's going on?

I believe that he hated is not lying, then is not fierce wolves,

But those deemed the satisfaction, but let him helplessly watched the brutal killings of the villagers.

Envy and jealousy

Envy and jealousy, is just a fine line between.

Average person always feel envy than jealousy, seems to be good, but for me, envy is just stupid negative behavior.

I enjoy the envy, also enjoy being jealous, because it offers me a kind of power, let I can face yourself and the world is not perfect;

And then, in view of the object and choose destruction or beyond.

Yes, I enjoy the envy, even if it is a swallowed up evil mind even crash and burn.

fear

Person, why fear?In the face of darkness, loneliness, loss, damage, or die, why do we so afraid of?

But a few times of fear experience, finally let me understand that people are so vulnerable in the moment,

Because we don't know how to grasp the eyes that strange question.

So, if we don't care about those unknown, even to try to make friends with fear, the fear, also it can from the pain, into joy and excitement?

Just, the joy and excitement, sometimes also can bring greater fear;

Then, we have to spend more effort, then the fear, into a more attractive stronger ecstasy.

desire

My heart, there is a door.There, locked a beast, beast called desire.

I often brutally lock it behind the door, listen to it with claws scratching door plank, a tantalizing screeching sound;

Until it is a sound, or even angry, I will put it out, take it, looking for prey...

In fact, the prey is usually not difficult to find, because they, just are shut up in a man's heart.

So fierce pets, I will entice them with the attitude of tame, and then, bite to devour them...

Of course, since in the kingdom of desire, the cruel side of the jungle there, I naturally have been prepared to heart,

Waiting for the day, I and my beast, are sucked into another, like a great maw in...

camouflage

They think I am young, didn't understand.

In fact, I listen to go in, and to remember to now;

Because, I have been disguised very well, just like my mother.

I will always remember the day my mother's face, even listen to Lin Bobo said so serious, but not a spark of anger or sadness on her face...

No, it should be said that what look no...

Yes, camouflage, that is me from my father, mother, aunt beauty instrument, and other adults and learn to protect their first lesson.

Because I don't imagine Lin Bobo, even if again how to dig heart lung, after all, is to be lonely helpless that fate...

The game

I see at the first glance, I of the game, she will be a good subjects, both ordinary, cowardice and lack of confidence;

Like paper clay, can easily let me pinch to look like what I want.

Actually, I don't like little love, even a little hate her.

However, since the game is quite interesting, and of course there would be no need to stop.

Because, I really want to see, a simple girl, like her to follow me to the point of what!

In order to play, I usually need a few pieces, pieces for others also don't mind the game.

But not every game is interesting.One of the world's most brutal game, it must be love.

love

The world's most brutal game, is what?The answer, must be love...

Because didn't have a set of strategies can teach you hitting each other heart, no one

Weapons, can give a rival a fatal blow;So, everyone had to practice constantly changing role, let oneself become a player...

Love treasures in the game, often is the secret of each other.Many people think that get, can become warriors, no longer afraid of being hurt;But don't know who's possessiveness, will drive he thought

To explore more, deeper, finally it, unable to extricate themselves.Like a hungry

Hungry snake, desperately grabbed at least enough food for their lives, but don't know the mouth is consuming, actually

Is your body...

The destruction of

Human, in fact is a kind of very fragile animals, as long as you set a trap, waiting for prey to,

The doomed to destruction of the object, will be like a weakness for doll, easily distorted by you in the palm, unable to move anymore...

Just, when I become addicted to manipulate others' pleasure, forget I also could become someone else's prey;

Until my throat is closely linked to live, can't send out any sound, only to find that behind had to destroy my eyes, turned out to be...My own.As the only devour his snake...

redemption

The princess in the fairy tale, always looking forward to one day, the prince will come to save her, use one of the most affectionate kiss, washing her covered in bruises.

Then, took him to a beautiful paradise.There, there is no betrayal, jealousy, and fear, but always full of joy, in the land of happiness and innocence.

One thousand princess willingly indulge in, however, endless nightmare, don't want to wake up, make love her prince, no matter how many kisses to give her,

Still couldn't get her out of the city, cursed evil castle.

So, if we need to wait until the end of the trial coming that day, she can only from god that, to obtain the final redemption.