The so-called “no rainbow without wind and rain”, I now truly realize this sentence, and also verify this sentence. I have heard of the cruelty of military training for a long time, so I was scared on the way to military training, and I felt like I went to hell step by step.
I overestimated my ability too much. I thought that I was good at learning and could not be defeated in other aspects. I didn‘t know that I failed. It was like falling into the abyss. The beginning of the most difficult day, I have never suffered, but also can only endure. At that time, I was really at a loss, calling every day should not be, calling the ground not working, I was not as good as any animal. My old self-confidence has disappeared, and all that remains is helplessness. I thought I could use my own will to do well, but my will also went down.At this time, it seemed to me that I had encountered an unprecedented storm. The lightning came down hard on me and the thunder roared at me. It was terrible!
Later I thought for a long time, I knew that I must try my best to break through this pass. As long as I tried my best, the most important thing was to have a clear conscience, regardless of who he scolded or punished. Since then, I have done every action with my heart. Finally, the last day, I try to go to the game, no matter whether it has been ranked or not, as long as it does not lose the face of the class on the line.
Before leaving the military training camp, the rainbow appeared miraculously. At that time, I was both excited and missed. I’m excited to see the rainbow after the wind and rain. What I miss is what I‘ve experienced these days and who I’ve been with.
People are often fickle. A few days ago, everyone was eager to leave, but now they are reluctant to leave. Although military training is hard to say, there are also places we cherish. First, a dozen people get along with each other day and night, and face all the difficult days together. Then, we met the military training base and the people in it for a few days. At this time, I have mixed feelings, and I can‘t distinguish my true feelings. I can’t wait to go home, I can‘t leave, and I can’t be happy to go through the path of suffering.
These days of suffering, of course, I am not in vain, at least I learned to “insist.”. Adhere to their own line, adhere to the challenge of difficulties. It also makes me stronger and more determined, which makes me lay a firm foundation for facing the difficulties in my future life and no longer be timid.