The change of my lifeBefore I entered this school--- Guangdong Teachers College of foreign language and artI had a colourful andwonderful dream. Until now I still remember what my former English teacher told me . He said that this college is great.It must be a good choice if you really want to improve English.It is true.Most of the teachers here are responsible the equipments are advanced. Even though the college is not as large as othersthe environment here is so nice.There are many trees flowers and grasses.Everydaymany students are reading books here and there.Some students are even talking with each other in English .HoweverI do not want to talk about the collegewhat I want to talk about is the changes in my thoughts of my lovemy family and my communication with others.Why do I talk about my love firstly? It is quite simplebecause I still have no lovers.It is very difficult for us to find a boy herewhich surprises my fathermy mother and me when we stepped into Guangdong Teachers College of foreign language and art.It is not a good phenomenon.It is out of balance.HoweverIt is not what we can change.What I can do is just to blamed my English teacherI ask him why he can ask me to go to a college which has so few boys.I do not think I will be homesick since I know I will leave homeso do my families.I do not cry when I leave my homeI am just very exciting that I can have a new life.When I stay here aloneI do not really miss my families I just feel that my families are accompanied with me at any time. In order to save money I never make a telephone home. But I acquire my mother to call me at least once or twice a week. When my mother calls me I will talk to her for at least one hour. She always complaints that I have too much to talk to her. But I know that when she hears my voice she is very happy. I am also very happy when I hear what she complaintsbecause I know it is a happy complaint.When I am sick I never let her know. I am afraid that she will rush here to take care of me. I am just joking. I know that she must be very worried about me at home. I just want her to know that her daughter is happy healthy and hard-working. Compared with my mother my father’s love is simple. He just asks me whether I need money asks me not to be too economic. I really do not want to get money from my parents. I am an adult now I have my own thoughts. so I start to do some part-time jobs. My first part-time job is to pretend to be a fans. It is a piece of cake. During the International Labour Day there is a show held in the Hengbao Square. What I should do is just to sit in the first row whistle applaud and lap the bar full of air. I can get in touch with the singing star in zero-distance. I shaked hands with him and got the CD with his autograph. I got the salary seven days later and learnt that what we see through the TV set are not all true. The second part-time job is to ask the supervisor of those clothes shop to fill in the forms and record their phone numbers and the address of their shops. Certainly it is not as easy as the first one. It is very difficult for us to do this job. There are many people who have been cheaten. So they do not believe others any more. I am just a stanger. I cannot let them put 100% faith in me. But what I can do is just to try my best to communicate with them and persuade them to fill in the forms. Actuslly it is a challenging task. It tests my patience and my self-respect. Now I have got my salary. Few days ago I supervised the examination in my college. It is a low-priced job. Despite the senseless I felt something interesting. It reminded me of my former life. Sometimes their behaviors make my laugh. I think that if I do more jobs I can be well prepared for my future. I will be more confident when I stepped into the society. I know my parents love me very much they do not want me to be too tired. So even I stay away from my families I always feel that we are together. I love my families. The families are the most important persons to me they will not cheat me they will not betray me. They are the persons who will accompanied with me all their lifes. Unlike other childrenI can express my love obviously. Kiss my families and saying “I love you”are an easy job for me .Before entering this college I think that I have known many dark aspects of this society. But now I realize that I am wrong. I will never grow up unless I step into the society deeply and get in touch with many kinds of people. Since I begin my life hereI realize how much I miss the former friends. We blended in with each other we respected for each other. When I felt too tired to study or unhappy they will make me laugh and relax. They never looked down upon others. Now I feel that the world has changed it is too complicated. The souls of people are not pure any more. Their thoughts are too complicated to understand. When they smile to you maybe it does not mean that they treat me as a real friend. It seems that they fear to be hurt. They always want to protect themselves at any time. They never open their hearts easily. I share the stories with my former friends. Someone praises this phenomenon. They said that it is very normal. And it would not be a bad thing. These phenomenon can prove this society is improving gradually the IQ and EQ of people are higher and higher. Meanwhile I hear another different voicethey said that it is the lamentability of this society. As the society develops how people balance the money and other things has changed invisibly. The whole society has changed greatly many strange and unbelievable phenomenon happen non-stop. I am afraid that I have to support the ones who are critical of the society. I am the victim. I treat them greatly who treat me badly. I cannot imagine how terrible the society will be when I go to work. Now I have passed the MX-office computer level examination. But I am not satisfied with the mark. I want to pass the C-language examination the second level computer confirmation. My aim is to spare my effort to get as many confirmations as possible. I want to make the way of my career more smooth. From the beginning of my college life to now I am aware of the growth of my thought and soul. I feel that anything good will become terribleeveryting terrible is nothing. I am determined to study hard treat myself well. At any timewe must love ourselves and our families. Making the life of ourselves wonderful is the highlight of our life.Everything in this college is very good. The meals in our restaurant are very delicious. When we are eating vegetableswe will find a worm at this time we will praise that this vegetable is the real green food. When we are eating meat we sometimes will receive the gift of the chef a stone as large as a thump. It is enjoyable to have the meals in the restaurant because there are no couples in the restaurant. The conditions of our dorms are good. There is an air conditioner in every dorm. However it cannot work. Moreover there are many mosquitoes kissing you every day. The leaders of this college rather care about the healthy of the students. It is they who give us the chance to do the morning exercise every morning. The equipments in this college are advanced which cannot be used by us. What a pity! We can surf the internet without any fee. But the speed is quite slow. If we have no lovers we will not feel uncomfortable when we are walking in the paths. Because there is no chance for us to see the couples. To speak franklythe life in this college is not free at all. But now I do not think that it is necessary . It is very helpful for us to own a comfortable environment to study and live.Today I am proud of Guangdong Teachers College of foreign language and art. I believe that Guangdong Teachers College of foreign language and art